Yeah, yeah, uh I know you hate how we be on and off The saddest point of my life, I feel so fu*king lost Most nights I'd rather be alone and I don't wanna talk Plus you might feel like I'm crazy if you hear these thoughts Thinking about my life like how'd I get to this Looking at my daughter, she remind me of when I was innocent This world so cold sometimes I regret bringing her into it My life so wild, I feel so broken down mentally Tell me why I can't buy back my own people How the fu*k I locate love if I ain't never seen it Why these ni**as quick to bite the hand that'll feed 'em ni**as quick to become snakes if you don't let 'em be leeches We the ones who made a way, tell me how can you hate us I was Rod and know I made a wave before I was famous These rap ni**as stealing swag, sometimes it make me mad Most times it make me laugh, got out my feelings, got in my bag A million cars I paid cash, two hundred on the dash A ni**a play, I bust his ass And I put that sh*t on, I put that sh*t on Deyjah Stormy, it's pouring, but still I keep going Dancing in the rain with my styrofoam Just me and my styrofoam Try to ease my pain, with my styrofoam Just need my styrofoam, yeah, ayy, yeah