[Intro] (Pipe that sh*t up, TnT) I know this gon' make you mad, sh*t like that This just how I feel I'll trade all the sh*t I have I be goin' crazy [Verse] I was on my way to the show and it finally hit me I don't wanna be here no more, Lord, come and get me No, I ain't ready to die like I'm Biggie Just wanna jump in my car, fill it with gas, and go far and not look back I walk in the mall with ten thousand on me (Yeah) I don't see nothing I want (Yeah, yeah) It don't excite me no more, these streets just ain't like me no more I think it's safe to say, I finally understand my big brother Or why he left his family and why he kept on runnin' That sh*t can cause insanity when problems keep on comin' Plus, we come from out the struggle, nobody gave us nothing But, it's a different story for me It seems, I got everything that I ever dreamed (Yeah) But I can't find no peace Say he got everything he wanted Cars, clothes, and money, but nobody I can trust in Lord, I got a question, is Heaven real? If so, then why you kept us here? Uh, okay [Chorus] Smiling but dying inside (We dying inside) What if I said I was tired? (What if I said I was tired?) Would you blame me? (Would you blame me?) Would you hate me? (Would you hate me?) Safe to say I'm changing (Yeah) I can feel me changing (Yeah) Safe to say I'm changing Safe to say I'm changing (Yeah) I can feel me changing (Yeah) Safe to say I'm changing Safe to say I'm changing (Yeah) I can feel me changing (Yeah) Safe to say I'm changing Safe to say that I'm changing Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah