Rock L Spivey - Lost One lyrics

[Verse 1] I know it, gotta be lonely in them coffin walls Just like it's, lonely for me up in this Audemar I keep my, eye on my watch time is running out With a, gun in hand aiming to take me out I still remember that sh** like it was yesterday The cards was always in your favor, except today You got caught up with the wrong n***as and you owed some money You ain't have it so they popped you, prolly laughing like its funny See now I'm absent minded driving 'round after 9 I ain't stupid gotta protect my life so I'm packing 9 My family gon be shocked n***a ain't nobody know it But it's another side to me and I ain't afraid to show it You told me to go to college and make a mill off this rapping sh** Guess I gotta fulfill ya f**ing wish, need a genie So the next time that you see me I'll be dead but the reality my life would be everything that I was dreaming [Verse 2] I know it must be tough in that cell you feel forgotten ah Even through all this pain you ain't lost God at all I wrote a letter telling you that I was doing great Even though, sometimes, being human I made mistakes But I learned from em, got my burns from em No not literally metaphorical terms on em Funny how we have friends but sometimes they turn on ya But you know that, better than I do, I could learn from ya I know you ain't do sh**, the b**h had lied So much for justice, the system died, in my eyes You ain't commit no crimes, victimized I know that this ain't life, can't be life Now I'm just getting high, oh so high In life I'm floating by, oh so high I point up to the sky I lost one now I gotta ask God why [Verse 3] I know ya life is like a diamond, it's hard and all But just remember you shine girl you got it all Ain't tryna front though I miss you and all that I be busy but if you call me I bet I call back Know you miss me, I miss you too but you gotta understand You ain't wit me and it ain't easy dealing with distance She was with me and I was in need of some a**istance All she asked me for in return was some attention And I would rather break it off witchu, than sneak around with her If cheating is the issue then I'm just another n***a And she just another b**h that I f** to ease the pain Of not having you in my arms cause you're so far away I promise I still love you, though I'm outchea with these hoes I still love you, none of them above you I been chasing my dream, but you chasing yours now I'm so proud, and baby I don't wanna slow you down I lost one