Rock L Spivey - Innocent Eyes I lyrics

[Verse 1] Its funny I gotta be cautious, I'm at the edge and I'm bout to jump off it Right in the arms of a devilish coffin, I've prayed to God but I never gave offerings Dammit I'm finally seeing how often, things I was around rubbed off them on me Now I can say I'm exhausted, been running from all the misfortune Headed my way, smoke weed tryna leave on the highway Got caught that evening on Friday, police roll deeper where I stay, I was out wit my bros Tryna get high just balance the lows, had a blunt on me was already rolled Police was posted but we didn't know and I took the fall they let em both go Its crazy how much I've changed But its like you only see me for me when i see you inside of one of my dreams So if I wake up outta my sleep, before you ever notice its me Don't let me slip in another dream, just let me lay in the mystery Of misery needing company, I swear I need somebody to keep Me up and standing on my own two feet, before I get up in this sh** too deep and I know Just how to hide my pains, I could be high floating outta my brain But I might lose myself again, so I guess right now I'll just drank With very little sip, that a n***a take, I feel me slip, into another place Every blunt lit, that I took to the face, and every new b**h, that I f**ed in your place I can't take back, I don't know what I'm doing, living influenced by the fam pursuing, these criminal movements And I'll probably end up not using, my gift and its so confusing Music is all I know, and all I want man I just can't see Myself doing anything else I put my life all up in these words and beats To give you all of me, and told you my mistakes so you won't follow me, go your pace Cause you not, what I am, and I'm not, like him, but I followed his life and lost my innocent eyes [Hook: Anishka] ??? [Bridge] I tried to follow the, footsteps Got lost inside of the, footsteps One two, step step One two, step step I couldn't fit in the, footsteps Got lost inside of the, footsteps One two, step step One two, steps left Before I meet my, maker I should blast on my, creator Placing me up in this, crater Filled with all of this, danger I'm lost in his, footsteps Tried to follow his, footsteps One two, step step Ain't no, steps And all my life, all my life I been around things that'll make you think twice I used to see the world through these innocent eyes Until I let my curiosities control my mind Now I, fell into the real world in a sense And on that day, I lost my innocence