Robert Reyes - Déjà Vu lyrics

[Intro] DMC, we have a mid-thirties male Found down, unresponsive Possible overdose, substance unknown Pulse is 60 and thready Respiration's eight He's intubated and we're bagging him now BP 90 over palp Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic Has aspirated, GSC is 3 We'll update en route ETA ten minutes [Verse 1] As I fall deeper into a manic state I'm a prime candidate For the gene to receive the drug addict trait Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate I seem to gravitate To the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate Start off with the NyQuil like, I think I'll just have a taste Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate To a harder prescription drug called Valium Like, yeah that's great I go to just take one And I end up like having eight Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak And you'd think that with all I have at stake Look at my daughter's face "Mommy, something is wrong with Dad I think He's acting weird again He's really beginning to scare me Won't shave his beard again And he pretends he doesn't hear me And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos And he just fell asleep in his car eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat" [Hook] Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know Feels like I been down this road before So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me As soon as I go home and close the door Kinda feels like déjà vu I wanna get away from this place, I do But I can't and I won't Say I try, but I know that's a lie Cause I don't, and why I just don't know [Verse 2] "Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a beer?" That's the devil in my ear I've been sober a f**in' year And that f**er still talks to me He's all I can f**in' hear "Marshall, come on we'll watch the game It's the Cowboys and Buccaneers" And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half-buzzed For half of the time Who's the mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of rationale, man I got half a mind To have another half a gla** of wine Sounds asinine Yeah I know, but I never had no problem with alcohol Ouch, look out for the wall Aim for the couch, I'm 'bout to fall I missed the couch and down I go lookin' like a bouncy ball sh** must've knocked me out 'Cause I ain't feel the ground at all Wow, what the f** happened last night? Where am I? Man, f** am I hungover, and goddamn I Got a headache, sh** half a Vicodin, why can't I All systems ready for take off, please stand by [Hook] [Verse 3] So I take a Vicodin, splash it hits my stomach then, ahhhh Couple of weeks go by it ain't even like I'm gettin' high Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah I'm gettin' by Wouldn't even be taking this sh** if DeShaun didn't die Oh yeah, there's an excuse, you lose Proof so you use There's new rules, it's cool if it's helpin' you to get through It's twelve noon, ain't no harm in self inducin' a snooze What else is new, f** it what would Elvis do in your shoes Now here I am three months later, full-blown relapse Just get high until the kids get home from school, holmes Relax And since I'm convinced that I'm an insomniac I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps Just to be able to function throughout the day, let's see That's an Ambien each nap, how many Valium, three And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep Ok, so now ya see, the reason how come he Has taken four years to just put out an album, B See, me and you, we almost had the same outcome Heath 'Cause that Christmas You know the whole pneumonia thing? It was bologna Was it the methadone, ya think? Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your p**nos Your VCR tape cases, with your Ambien CR Great places to hide 'em, ain't it? So you can lie to Hailie I'm goin' beddy bye, Whitney baby Good night Alaina! Go in the room and shut the bedroom door And wake up in an ambulance They said they found me on the bathroom floor Damn [Hook]