Robbie Williams - Best Intentions lyrics

Every now and now I wanna feel the escape Under the pressure that's here and then my spirit breaks And I go out hunting demons, and they make me bad Got this [?] in the wind, got my own damn leg If God wrote the book 'bout everything that he's done I go searching for my night, I wouldn't everyone And you can tell the boy that I'm a narcissist I just need a confirmation that I exist Please, don't read my mind I'm so scared of what you've done I haven't left it all behind So much hate because of all the hurt No, I did what I'm really worth I'm holding of for peace and good times You have to understand that my intentions were good, And everything I do, I do for love I've got two little souls and I love them mad I'm tryina lead them to the promise land We take few trips to the countryside We got a big old house where we reside And there's a big old boy with a big old gun Stays up all night in case the weirdos come I had a job, but I resigned Then I had a change of mind How will again find me [?] Another mail from millionaire I'm gonna go tell him 'cause you don't care I'm holding of for peace and good times I'm a little bit older but my wise is still I was smoking marijuana, taking sleeping pills Then I get up in the morning, take the kids to school And my other indiscretions are so minuscule And I really thank God it stays this way 'Cause deep inside I think I'm still hurting And you take your chances and you write your luck All you really say is I could f** this up You have to understand that my intentions were good And everything I do, I do for love Made a tone of mistakes to see the fighter fly But every now and then I gotta get it right I gotta get it right