Rob Barbato - Bloods**er lyrics

I am trying to make peace with where I am Blood on the wall with a knife stuck to my hand I am trying to make peace inside today I am trying but it's not working I am trying to make peace inside a war It's been so long I don't know what we're fighting for I am trying to make peace but not at all Sent to mud from the blood Sent to mud from the blood I am trying to make peace with where you are So very near my dear but oh so very far A million miles while you're one step to my left All is gone, all is left All is gone, nothing left And it's a bloods**er And it's a bloods**er oh And it's a bloods**er There is a piece hidden deep inside my mind It's hard to reach but I see it from time to time There is my mother, I am cradled in her arms I am free, I am safe from all that harms I am free from where you are I am trying to make peace inside today Blood on the floor with a knife tied to my name I am trying to make peace with who I am An honest man, an honest man An honest man, an honest man And it's a bloods**er And it's a bloods**er oh And it's a bloods**er Bloods**er Bloods**er Bloods**er