Ro Ransom - Forgiveness (Time Capsule) lyrics

[Verse 1: Ro Ransom] When I say f** the rap game I mean I used to want acceptance f** that feeling I left it I remember being eleven and always feeling rejected So getting played to the left shoulda been just what I had expected But sh**, If I pa**ed away tonight, the city raised me right And anyone that knew me will say that I changed they life 20 years I guess I put up an amazing fight But I'm changing my heart is cold and my veins is ice Man I lost a few homies, but its all good I'm still the muf**in man around my neck of the woods n***as is bustas, I should send n***as to touch ya You getting money, I can't get none witcha then f** ya This for any kid who ever went through sh** like me Never got picked like me That didn't fit in, cause of their outfit like me Give em two birds and tell em eat a dick I turned it around look at me now can you believe this sh** All I ever wanted was this Sometimes I wake up saying f** this I done gave my life to rap So at this point its something that I'm stuck with, but I love it So whats up b**h, you can s** dick, I'm tired of being friendly I don't trust nobody ho you're with me or against me Should've never been afraid hindsight is always clearer That's why I gotta take a look in the mirror, and say to myself [Hook] I'm sorry if I let you down Just know what goes around, often comes back around I forgive you for what you did Now n***a go out there and get it how you live I just hope that you can forgive yourself I just hope that you can forgive yourself I just hope that you can forgive yourself You answer to you, and nobody else [Verse 2: Ro Ransom] "All The Reasons" was cool I'd never record that track again Cause I gave up that kinda power just so you could back me in She still ain't happy now, she wasn't happy then That type of insecurity is some sh** you've gotta factor in When you're tryna figure out why someone you show love keeps going crazy Or how I used to give a f** about old hoes who played me Not anymore, im on my motherf**ing grind I got no space to think of y'all with all this money on my mind Either way these Uptown girls is all saying "ven aqui" Cause I'm that n***a out in NYC Anywhere you go from here is more than likely less than me I'm everything these other guys pretend to be It's game time And at the same time, my new jawns way badder Dress way better, a**es way fatter So I ain't mad at you, not for a second How could you know you were letting go of a legend? Goddamn [Hook] I'm sorry if I let you down Maybe we can catch up when I come back around I forgive you for what you did We'll look back and say that we were only kids I just don't know if you can forgive yourself I just don't know if you can forgive yourself I just don't know if you can forgive yourself Because you know the truth...and nobody else [Verse 3: Ro Ransom] I gave you modesty on my first joint n***as lamed out I'll show you what change bout I could never sustain doubt, cause I'm clearing the game out Even if we get rained out you ain't putting these flames out I'm the f**in' greatest, come be in touch with greatness Too much flavor for a dick s**ing publication I gave birth to these n***as, now I'm murking these n***as And I ain't never wore a leather t-shirt with a zipper These f*ggots are sleeping on me But thats okay cause I got a couple of models and TV actresses sleeping on me Marc Jacobs necklace, I'm a verbal chemist Each line's a murder sentence, Every single word's relentless I am nothing like you've seen before Ro Ransom is the Future grab your Ouija board Every time I spit that sh** they say they need some more Icon or Immortal call me either or