Rivvrs - Terrified lyrics

Pour me a drink And leave the bottle Cause I can see no ending in sight To this fight To the war that I wage with the back of my mind Pour me something And keep it coming through the night Cause I am terrified I don't know why I don't wanna think And this whiskey does me right It grips me tighter than any lover Has tried I'm always grasping To something that I've outlasted I'm just the sum of all my worst habits Intertwined And I am terrified I don't know why I need something to believe Cause my faith feels like it's fallen out of reach I'm always stuck in between I'm terrified Scared to let go And I don't know why I'm so afraid Of what I don't know