Riverside Jynn - The Languish lyrics

I'm sick of the lying Sick of the time I spent on contradictions I just sit in quiet Thinking about, my life is kinda sickening I could finish the time I've spent rewinding back to find admission To the famous life, I hate goodbye's don't got no rhyme to mention Ramen™ noodles cooking Back when Crackhead had no pot to piss in It was hot as sh** & summertime was time for gossip Listen, gunned up plenty times, don't risk your life for college scholarships I caught a collar pigment, do it dirty if your dollar isn't Everyone riding my ball sack Wonder where Haulze at Some of them even applaud that All of my lyrics are raw and Riverside's awesome Spitting the evilest causes Some of you n***as be bullsh**ting Run up on you with a full clip & Spread a n***a like he Cool Whip™ Now show me that thing you was tooled with When I mathematically pull trig(gers) Calculate a n***as true spit Wonder why these n***as lying about living that life, and then say "I ain't do sh**" Wonder how you even lying, if you was depending n***as you rule b**h you a fraud and a hoe as dude Why you think all of us smarter than you? (I'm living that life.) [All I want is tours and the b**hes + the who*es Never have to pay a bill Never fading off the course But ofcourse its galore to me Never am I sure If the dream is just a dream I'll be sitting here for more.] (2x) n***as be riding my (dick) and im thinking bout circumcision And im wondering how, ima figure this out now im feeling uncertain thinking Take a hit and my person spinning Vision looking like cursive, spinning Spin a L of that urkle, throat gonna hurt you, looking like purple spinach And I jus wanna ball on these n***as that hated me Dated way back to the baby weeks They said I was spitting like I was a (CRACKHEAD) Others would say I had ADD I'm just ready to floss, and be my own boss so n***as say "dammit, what happened?" I remember when b**hes would laugh He just started rapping and already platinum