Ritual - Amnesia lyrics

If you don't feel enough Why don't you show it? Not asking you to build me up But baby don't brake it down The things that I do for love I hate that you notice I hope you don't notice This is f**ing amnesia Praying that I won't see her Every time I close my eyes, eyes Don't want to cover up But the cracks keep showing Don't ever talk to me about trust I would never let the word get out That the thing that you thought was love Won't ever surface I hope she don't notice This is f**ing amnesia Praying that I won't see her Every time I close my eyes, eyes (x2) What is fake, something I can't relate to Hard for me to do it even though I want to hate you I can't erase you, I missed the memo You drive me crazy like [?] A real nympho, was an infant before smoking endo Now only a b**h with some issues I wish I swore I didn't kiss you But I did and now there's no more touching Judge me, scream, scorn and crying just for love me The cosmos of this scene is borderline ugly And what an understatement was that Got your foot in your mouth and your brain in the vat We even make it dangerous to chat Trying to solve things well how aimless is that See my sanity has gone down the drain, down the hatch And you're lying but I'm not willing to stay for the catch This is f**ing amnesia Praying that I won't see her Every time I close my eyes, eyes (x2) I can't erase you