Ricky Fitz - Behind the Eyes lyrics

[Hook] Now that I've found you (Now that you've found me and sh**) And seen, behind those eyes (It's like you seen a little bit, but you ain't see enough) How can I, carry on? (Ricky Fitz, Jon Murdock, I don't know) [Verse 1: Ricky Fitz] f** a nine to five, I'd rather serve 'caine in the rain Blowing haze on the block all day No shorts getting my money straight End of the day know what I made Fall back and go cop to flip, another day another [?] survivin' the game Don't ever let a n***a tell you crime don't pay 'Less he grew up in them same streets Pulled heat for a couple ends, so his f**ing seeds could eat Blowin' trees just to ease the breeze ‘Cause the wind be the pain Steady blowing, putting stress on the brain Hard to maintain, son, when you destined for fame But don't see nothing positive, I'm going insane Deepened depression, had my own thoughts be the weapons Used against me, fighting suicide, it's temptin' Found myself restin' on my bedside Thinking 'bout my life and [?] I'd rather die Than go through twenty more years of this sh** Thinking 'bout my niece and nephew, and disable the clip I can't take it [Hook] Now that I've found you And seen, behind those eyes How can I, carry on? [Verse 2: Jon Murdock] Look behind my eyes you see the league of extraordinary Mercenary, first to bury, people got the urge to carry Pistols in the darkness, marchin', walkin', I'm armed with Weapons for the war, I'm the sergeant, one man soldier Command like cobras, over for men who hold just One game plan for the battle with no focus Dust, smoke, just won't, want one toke Pa** it in the circle, puff, choke, blood flows Cop O's, dump it on the table, cut coke f** with my [?] team, the gun blows Assa**inate your people at every angle that's possible Lyrical, centrifugal, clutch, I'm hell liable Murder MCs with the sk**s, ice grill eyein' you He checked out the co*k pit, like fighter pilot do Give me the cue, ignite the 48 [?] up Used to freestyle for hours when I was coked up Got dummy bags one time, they tried to joke us Found him, sneaked up from behind, he got choked up Woke up the next day twitching, with the fro cut Blood leaking, paralyzed body, few approach us [Hook] Now that I've found you And seen, behind those eyes How can I, carry on? Now that I've found you And seen, behind those eyes How can I, carry on?