Ricky Conaway - 5PM In Toms River lyrics

I'm not ready to go yet, know imma blow next Take a look around, and i ain't seein no threats Makin these old vets, break into cold sweats, the one inside your head's the one that always'll know best Only after checks, so yes, always chasing Nike Don't want the future to be dark so i don't take it lightly 'member way back, the days in a basic white tee ‘fore everyone around us was a fakin hype beast I Took a leap to get high, now people need to say "hi," When they see you can fly, they want a piece of the pie When you give a little space, ohhhhh now, they want a reason to why You don't wanna throw the peace in the sky Is it a blessing or not? i can't even decide Gotta take one of yours, so we can even the side I'm a beat k**er, know to be a beast when it's time I could eat you alive, or i could leave you to die, yeah So pick your poison Listen boys, your dissin voices are disappointments All that sh** is pointless Y'all must loooove makin some risky choices Nothin but talkin like busy city noises I know some people that'll sell their souls Just to get the latest J's, and then sell their soles You can tell them hoes, take this f**in' L and pose I went to hell and froze, still I'm doin' well wit flows Bring your all, but it's never enough There ain't nobody here that's better than us Look at every single one that's ever talked, see i left ‘em in dust That's what happens when it's said and it's done You won't ever be the king if you ain't goin' through me I was gone for a minute but the throne is my seat I'm a dog, ain't afraid to use ya bone as a treat So homie don't act petite, or it's bon appetite, yeah.. I spend everyday lookin for truth And tryna tell myself, this game isn't for you Often i fall asleep to the rain hittin the roof I'm lazy, and use this paaain as an excuse For why I'm always unproductive And barely make time for everyone I f** wit Can't look in the mirror because I'm runnin' from it I wish i could be myself, and dump the tough sh** But these days bein you isn't enough to cut it So all these f**in nerds are sayin that the gun is bussin' I wanna marry the game, but I don't trust it one bit Cause half of these rappers just wanna bust a nut quick But that's another subject.. Late night, at the diner plottin Always silent watching Never findin what disguise that I'm in Flow is nice, I could k** em with the kindness I give Body anyone that's tryna stop it I got a problem if you'll spend your last dime to get a shiny diamond I won't knock ya if youre tryna buy it But understand that you don't ever have to front or even lie to rhyme it Cause no one in the game who's really on is honest I'm the greatest you can set it in stone Every rapper from the River's just a pebble to throw We ain't even gettin close to the end of the show Cause I ain't really ready to go, I ain't ready to go.. (CM Punk) "Do I have everybody's attention now?" And for your own safety The muthaf**in king is back The muthaf**in king is back, yeah..