Rick Rubin - ... And Then It Hits You (Bloodstream freestyle) lyrics

I wish I could change this plot For real it seems my field of dreams is a vacant lot So I blaze some pot chase it with some straight Ciroc No matter what I take I can't find a way to make it stop And I don't need no preacher from the pulpit I'm too stressed like playing Russian Roulette with a full clip I pull spliffs to alleviate the bullsh** To the point my is a 50/50 sativa kush mix And reefer's what I'm chiefing on Fill this three foot bong with something that would k** Cheech and Chong The sickest mixture of keef and trom Getting me open so I keep on smoking until the feeling's gone But smoking in public got me in a pig pen Now we're doing dumb sh** with the felons and their sick friends Developed a thick skin from this hell we live in So here hit this el and tell me when it kicks in With all them sob stories you could've wrote a novel No one cares about your babbling, the reality you solely swallow It's because of tradition you chose to follow Was looking for answers to your problems at the bottom of an open bottle And it's all work and no play Fantasizing about climbing in and out of the whole day There's no way you're okay When you spending every night with your best friends Johnny, Jim, Jameson and Jose Traveling down a dark path That bar tab can't help forget the scars and scabs your heart has Your life's a self imposed car crash When putting down that large gla** became such a hard task Listening to that influential little devil He says you can drive, you know you on a different level The aftermath is shattered gla** and twisted metal So let your foot hit the pedal and tell me when it kicks in It's been like this since you were a young teen Feel like you don't deserve love cuz you unclean Makes you wanna just scream You coerce by these unseen forces coursing through your bloodstream But the molly isn't cutting it You're glutinous for some uncut shift in from the government You can't govern it You're in lust with the disgustingness of it's utter bliss just because it's wondrous I wonder if you realize how that sounds Letting all of your worries fade into the background That school of thought makes you look like a cla** clown Cuz your problems are still there when you come back down Just sniffing your life away Locked in a mental prison, can't envision a brighter day You're right there in a nightmare wide awake Too late to change so tell me when it kicks in You treat that bottle like a pez dispenser No matter how many you pop it's not getting any better Playing a deadly game waiting for d**h to catch ya The high is temporary, the change in your head's forever Intense pressure, excessive measures to numb the pain Shooting up so much you can't find another vein f** this game it's just insane You've changed so much of yourself that you think everyone else is becoming strange Then you start to feel the funny vibe You try to run and hide beneath that rubber tie You've done the same amount a hundred times But this time something's different and you start to feel numb inside All that's left is the blame and disgusting lies You're lucky you didn't see the pain in your mother's eyes Should have never lived to see the day her son would die Now you on the other side, tell me when it kicks in [Ed Sheeran] All the voices in my mind Calling out across the line 5x