Richie Biness - I Think I'm Going Crazy lyrics

I was real f**ed up Stressing about my ex dog Started looking for something for me to take the stress off I met with the connect and told him to get me right He said "this sh** polar you know i bare white" Pulled out the stacks man you know how i do things Just hope it ain't laced up like shoe strings He said "nah this sh** got a kick like liu kang" Guess imma' buy polar like mood swings So i started looking back thinking about the past Getting faded to fade these memories to black Not knowing where I'm at or where i stand I hate my reflection in the mirror man I became everything that i said i wouldn't be And right now I'm everything that i shouldn't be So welcome to the life of a scumbag And i don't really give a f** like i cum fast You want to know whats in my mind ? You want to know whats in my brain You want to hear these voices talking that are driving me insane I dare ye' compare me to a no name I'm superman they in the lowest lane I'm like Freddy mixed with Jason Adjacent to a basement Contained with whips and chains And k**ers , blades and maces They say I'm going crazy at least I'm going somewhere It took my ex to see I'm anywhere if d** there (bridge) Is this really how i am ? They still speak bologna i still go ham? Is this really how it is ? I use to be a pacifist and now i pa** the fist Is this really how i do? What is going on does someone have a clue ? I know what it is and this is gonna' be the first time i admit (hook) I think I'm going crazy I think I'm going psycho Everyday the same things repeating like a cycle I see the same faces i go the same places Whens it going to change, don't think I'm going to make it I think I'm going crazy i think I'm going mental popping pills Everyday and i don't think its helpful I see the same dealers i make the same deals The only thing changing is the color of my pills As time goes on I'm not the same person that i use to be Don't know whats going on but i know its k**ing me I just say what the voices say to me Everyone around is a , enemy See i ave no friends to me Due to fake tendencies I'm a different type of entity Yes i bug out like a centipede Coming at your head like Kennedy I'm too real i keep it a century Got this game locked up like a felony But I'm going crazy like ledger be (hook) I think I'm going crazy I think I'm going psycho Everyday the same things repeating like a cycle I see the same faces i go the same places Whens it going to change, don't think I'm going to make it I think I'm going crazy i think I'm going mental popping pills Everyday and i don't think its helpful I see the same dealers i make the same deals The only thing changing is the color of my pills