Richard Shindell - The Things That I Have Seen lyrics

I was proud to be the soldier I had been since '83 When I joined to pay for college Like my brothers before me I was proud to serve my country And to be a fine Marine But pride can not protect me From the things that I have seen When they shipped us out of Norfolk My family came to wave My Mama stood there Choking back the tears and looking brave And though we never spoke of it We all feared it just the same Now they tell me I should talk about The things that I have seen I was trained to take the good shot I was trained to clean my gun They trained me not to talk back And they trained me not to run I was trained to be as silent As the shadow of a hawk But no one trained me for the silence Of the things that I have seen Once I saw an accident Out on Old Rt. 17 Mama told me not to look at it As we slowly pa**ed the scene Thought the image of that wreckage Was burned into my brain That did not prepare me For the things that I have seen I thought I was a good man I thought I was elite I thought I'd fight the good fight And that I'd never see defeat Then we won that bloody war And how we laughed at their retreat Now I wage a losing battle Against the things that I have seen Be glad that modern science Has given us so much We can rifle through the channels Without ever standing up But I can't find a station That hasn't had enough Of this morbid fascination With the things that I have seen And me, I can't stop dreaming About the things that I have seen