waking up was the hardest thing we all had to look forward to ignoring sirens ringing interrupting silent voids for you i was left i was left on my own not enough to care for in the absence of all i know you're story was thickening as self experienced self each individual now would seem like no one else count my sins as i cast them aside letting all that was me from darkening inside this was it this was it with no positive outlet as time persists no time exists within all we had discovered this resist everyone knew and yet no one wanted to say must be scared that all our words would make everything go away fault in deed is a fault at my side sorrows come and i take them all in stride oh i call upon this anything with anybody a burning sing falling out to see the love i coming out is it a heart or my head calling out the mind? is it the same as the last time before? some have heard we can know all lies battling our supposed right casting out all suspicious eyes rotting horror still insight causing sorrow still inside all i knew was that the times before had gone and now the times forward had come and there was nothing more for me to run wrap my heart as i leave them alone lieing by on my own lying on my own was i a disease or was i to be deceased? was i to be blamed for all i now could see? "i was left, i was left on my own" now all i created had become my home all lies -left by my side -and i take it all in stride -and the silence all abides as i learn this beating heart beating on i know your love does not make it wrong i know this pain that we create this pain that we create this pain that we create stop