Rezwan islam talukdar - Hard life lyrics

Yo listen... its a hard life... Yo its been a hardlife since i was a kid i saw ma elders smoking a bud and smokin a cig when i started all this drug sh** i never realised dat i was commiting a sin.. grew up in a ghetto i picked up a "bud" and ma boyz said "yo dont smoke dat just let go" but i smoked it and went home stonned den i saw a lil kid get shot and it was ma lil "bro".....itz been a year since he died never forgot dat sh** all i did is sat down and i cryed...when i saw him get shot i saw him fly into da sky it was no lie i saw it wiv ma own mouther-f**ing eye. a gun took away someones life i wanna k** dat guy but how can i pick up a gun if i can't even pick up a knife whoever k**ed him i wanna take away that guys life..he was only five he said that he's gonna grow up and get a wife...but instead he was dead "dont give a f**" is wat da guy sed but am gonna k** him in his own bed gonna shoot him 5 times in da heart and 5 times in da head... i dont give a f** if his a "thug" i'll k** him like his a f**ing "bug".......i started drugz in da age of two lost ma memory and i never had a clue kept ma breath in for so long that ma face turned blue i found all ma "food" inside ma shoe