Rey.OH.eight - Radiation lyrics

[Verse 1] I heard it said that time heals all, but I think that's wrong/ Cuz it's been forever since that date with the atom bomb/ And it's less now I guess how it hurts has diminished/ But when I'm feeling these feelings I know that they're far from finished/ Maybe I'm tryna move past too fast/ And these side effects are just part of life, postblast/ I wanna love again, trust again, too/ But I am so ficklehearted Unstable in all I do/ Impatient inpatient in Cardiological hospital/ I can't Cruise through the aftermath; that is Mission Impossible/ I wanna be better already, but I'm just not/ Even long after I'm still feeling the shock/ [Hook] I still feel it even years later/ I get vapid & detached; everything has been rehashed/ And memories are time machines that take me to the crater/ I promise I've let go, it's just deeper than you know/ Radiadiation In me/ (3x) I promise I've let go, it's just deeper than you know/ Verse 2 I don't wanna hurt you but I'm still hurting/