Rey.OH.eight - Hold My Breath lyrics

[Hook] And I'm short a best friend tonight/ And I wonder if you'll ever return/ And every day I'm holding my breath, longing to hear from you/ But your silence is deafening, and I'm turning blue/ [Verse 1] Food doesn't have taste, I don't sleep/ When I do I dream of you and we/ Are happy like we used to be/ Then I wake up to reality, I die all over again/ My friend, oh why/ Remember our first date? We watched The Blindside/ Ironic, that that's how we'd end/ How could I be so oblivious?/ And I never once suspected, how long had you been leaving?/ Guess I noticed you were quieter but I thought it was a season/ But no, you cooled down slow, while I burned hotter/ I'm crying in the snow, I'm moaning to the Father/ It was supposed to be a normal phone call, but it wasn't/ What do you mean you've changed, and that you're not in love with (me)?/ Everything we built for so long?/ Is just a tear-stained crater post-Bomb Broken hearts sing along/ [Verse 2] I'm so torn, two of the things I most want are millions of miles apart/ More than anything I want you to be happy, but I also wanna hold your heart/ When did those two become strangers to you?/ I remember the day when they were one and the same/ What is everything to me now seem like nothing to you/ Your heart is foreign to me with that same familiar face/ O God, what happened? We talked about forever together about a month ago/ She said that she'd been navigating rough seas lately; why can't I save her from the undertow?/ And I'm hurting cuz you're gone and I'm hurting cuz you're hurting/ But you cringe when I care and I don't wanna be a burden/ But how can I not care? I loved you like my wife-to-be/ These feelings won't die inside of me/ [Bridge] Please don't leave me in the dark/ I wanna know how you are/ I don't think you told the whole told story/ Holding my breath, but I'm gonna die shortly/ 2x And I miss you, I miss you, I miss you/ 3x Please change your mind/ [Outro] I hope you understand, I can't turn off my feelings/ God am I just waiting for them to die?/ So many words I'd like to say/ Could I change your mind with a soliloquy?/ Can't believe how different things are now/