Rêverie - Childhood Memories lyrics

This is for anyone that got the sh** beaten out of them- by their mom, or their dad, or their grandma I think my mom got the sh** beaten out of her when she grew up Didn't she ? Wow ! I'm 22. I remember when I was 10 ! Trippen about the "future" ? Didn't care back then Just wanted to be accepted, just wanted to be cool But I kept getting suspended for breaking the rules I hated my f**en mom cuz she'd beat me with a spoon & then ask why I'm punking all the pussies at my school You really don't get it ? You ask me why I'm angry ? Maybe cuz every night you attack me with a spanking & Papa, the nerve, to talk sh** about her & offer me to live with you so I wouldn't be around her Then to say I can't after all the anticipation- That's when I realized mom was right & all you was bout was faking "Disneyland Dad," oh boy, you had me fooled ! One day I gave my mom a fat lip, I attacked that b**h & to this day I don't regret it Anyone that strikes my body's getting f**ed up, I bet it ! If your child's good, give em a good childhood If you can't do that then come on down to my hood ! If you're hit with an object & mommy ain't stoppin Don't trip, I get beat too, you can be my friend ! & in the 3rd grade, I tried to run away Back pack full of clothes, didn't have a place to stay Sick of being beaten, sick of the abuse Me & my brothers would hold the door closed, hiding from you Crying & shaking, didn't matter if i was naked If I said something smart, a f**en beating I'm taking We pulled our pants down after she left the room- The bruises on our bu*ts, we called em "Pig Trains," it's true Found some humor in the violence. Told my daddy That my mom's beating the sh** out of us so badly What does he do ? Complains about child support You made a hundred grand a year ! & you ain't even here On my first confession, first communion I know you ain't religious but sometimes I question if you're even human Now it's in the past, I still love you guys- I'm just reminiscing, trippen on an era in my life If your child's good, give em a good childhood If you can't do that then come on down to my hood ! If you're hit with an object & mommy ain't stoppin Don't trip, I get beat too, you can be my friend !