One by one by one- one at a time Out of time, can't even afford to breath Decimate my own mind- One intent Because it's now and forever- Better hold your peace Increase, decrease, decease, release your mind I'm staring right back at the face I hate But not for long, forget the words, they're wrong You can talk your sh** just get your f**ing story straight k**ing me- Does the temptation turn you on? k**ing me- My only hope, salvation- gone k**ing me- Internal confrontations spawn k**ing me- f**ed up again, some friend You'd better be ready for the worst- Expect the worst Modify me misery, i've grown soft inside Retrogressing thought with time Enemy of god designed to piggy back- Pig, piggy, piggy back ride All the way down, all the way down, all the way home All the way back to where their father fell I'd hesitate to talk cause I can feel it in me I'm just too p**y- I'd rather rot in heaven than in hell k**ing me- s** it, s** it back further- This must be my penalty A sneak attack murdering all my integrity It's self destruction Now i'm my own worst enemy Identity is k**ing me k**ing me- why can't i see ahead of me Recently i'm thinking i don't need you anymore k**ing me- i'll never be what i wanna be No release cuz i know i'm my own worst enemy Now it seems to be me And it seems to me- I am my own worst enemy k**ing me- my own lonely pretentious philosophy