Retrospective - It's Time to Grow Up lyrics

So grow up and cross to the other side What's a matter?! Don't you change your life? Oh, it is so real! Dance my monkey, you cannot be free Eat your lies, betray the innocent dreams There is no place for a sadness and tears Don't you realize?! Common! Common! It's a suicide Impa**ive shout, they are drowned. Morbid speed... Putrid game... If I could in a one breath drink huge oceans of lies I would be what I could be, I would see what I've never seen Summertime in a snowy day, all my pride with required shame All is different now... No more barefoot mornings. No more quiet evenings There's an upset old man. No more barefoot mornings. The whisper in my head's so delicate it's sounds over and over Let me run into the rain touch the stars with open arms and with a thousand smiles... "You can spend your time alone till the end" - it's sounds over and over Pull yourself together and start to live I take care and care of my inside child But I don't know if that'smy imagination... Hey you! Do you hear me? How much do I know? It seems like nobody care... Hey you! Do you... Commotion everywhere, emotions in my head... Impa**ive shout, they are drowned. Morbid speed... Putrid game... Wait! I just need someone to be there, waiting for me... I don't want to be anymore, crying kid...