Restless Streets - 21 To Life lyrics

I am the last loose end That your friends still talk about Swallow it down, let the dog of the leash Sometimes a late night Can be a secret we keep I've had some late nights That even I can't believe My mind will wander it's way out of every mistake I let myself take the blame, so tell the doctor I can't even remember my name Remind me why were playing this game Just so you know these are the reasons That I ever had a doubt I don't wanna believe this was a waste of time But with you gone I have no peace of mind I think I'll start to believe, that nothing good ends well What makes you think that I need this? You're just fooling yourself Supposedly you and me have been losing touch I'll live this way and make believe they wont remember us Pleased to be unconscious Leave me to decide for myself and don't tell anyone else That you saw me here Silently suffer for years until they let me out I have suffered the loss of a long lost friend Completely numb from medication to deal with it And you've exhausted every ounce of my innocence I have suffered the loss of my own best friend I have suffered the loss of my innocence my own best friend So shut your eyes as they roll to the back of your head So full of pride because you finally had a say in something I fear the ending of most things that start out strong Unwillingly forced to move on from this mess I see the look on your face Put me to sleep with your cold gla** eyes And let this carry me tonight I may be miles from home, but I'm not changing Now you'll never know and this distance is making me weak I see the look on your face put me to sleep with your cold gla** eyes And let this carry me tonight I have suffered the loss of my own best friend I have suffered the loss of my innocence