Resolve - Exposed lyrics

I'm not sure that's the right moment to write something I just need to tell the paper how I feel It's senseless but i'm stuck in an imaginary future Wondering if I should consider I am sick I am terrified about what's coming Worried about what a crystal ball could reveal I just want to find the bravery to not run away A paralyzing poison, an everlasting prison Every step and every breath is burning my lungs Digging my own hole, until I find oblivion Scared by the outside, I hide my fears behind my pride Asking myself the reasons I’m living Suffocated by the duty of success Am I the only one responsible for my fall? When will it stop? Crushed and slave to my feelings Pushed by myself to these sins My mind is haunted, night terrors are stronger than everything Let me breathe again, I suffocate The sickness has taken its place It’s feeding my deepest weakness I don't even know what the f** is faith Don't even know what i want to become And it makes me sick When will it stop? Asking myself the reasons I’m living Suffocated by the duty of success Am I the only one responsible for my fall? Please make it stop Crushed and slave to my feelings Pushed by myself to these sins My mind is haunted, night terrors are stronger than everything Lifetime struggle Eyes closed, surrounded Endless downfall Shadows are oppressive But I try my best to keep in mind that I’m safe in my dreams Was it the right moment to write something? Paper only knows how I feel It's senseless but I’m stuck in my imaginary future Wondering if I should consider I am sick Let me breathe