Sleep well Rest my head against the memories I hope this floor will swallow me It's getting easier to leave It's getting easier to see What I will never be From the empty home I left for the empty room I rent For all the love I could never understand I'm running away from what it takes to be a "man" For all the time I've spent rotting in a van I'm running away from me In spite of love, I want to be someone I want to be someone who lives