Reschad Oliver - Mask of Dreams lyrics

Pre-Verse 1 Premeditated murder she ask if it's right She turn from that light to seek that dark night Verse 1 I feel that pain in my heart this is real talk I'm on that boardwalk trying to take that noose off Shackles on my arms while my mind carry boulders This a cold world but I think it's getting colder Men becoming hova's they lost to Jehovah They playing sweet with their words smoking on that herb If life's a lady then I guess she stay up on that curb Yeah she's politicking slave to them politicians They talking fast money but they don't make sense A bullet to the brain that's how they make hits They whisper in my ear, sweet lullabies The tone has a hint of truth but filled with lies Look in my eyes (Look in my eyes) you see I'm troubled We sleeping with d**h and she saying I love you But the truth be told she's in disguise A demon in reality she hypnotize Chorus I see the world she's a girl living on em' streets With her fangs out looking for a bit to eat I'm just dreaming...(echo) With my heart exposed my soul decompose Into a plant that lost all will to grow I'm just dreaming...(echo) Pre-Verse 2 You seen it all but you tell me that my pain ain't real Illusions in my life, David Copperfield Verse 2 My life is good so can you tell me why I feel this way The truth is black or white so why I'm feeling grey I'm lost can I say without condescending tone This a poem that was written in a broken home Am I on my own cause my mind is steady racing An fear is looking at me like a masked Jason That lady in the water so I wish her well She fell from the heavens so she has entered hell I know the pain is real I see in my brain With thoughts of suicide written on a sinners frame The same story being spoken to my inner ear Speaking love but seasoned with a hint fear I'm looking for the truth but I live a lie Some fall from the faith while other choose to rise An what I see inside looks like a filthy bride With tears in her eyes numb to the suicide Chorus I see the world she's a girl living on em' streets With her fangs out looking for a bit to eat I'm just dreaming...(echo) With my heart exposed my soul decompose Into a plant that lost all will to grow I'm just dreaming...(echo)