Rentrer En Soi - I Hate Myself and Want to Die lyrics

The black machination noiz surrounds me With the dirty people by now Hatred, Resentment and Despair s** the chaos reality and meaningless until blood dies Cannot disturb Dare mo sukutte wa kurenai Aa shinmi tsubusareru Kunou ni oboreta Jibun wo korosh**ai Ore wo sagesunde iro yo Shin i ga mieru ka? Douze tsumetai musen wo ore nagekakeru dake nan darou? Kutsuu donzokosa Jibun wo korosh**ai The rain cold is my tears The rain falls on all my scars What I am? What cannot i get away from here? Look at the... Kessh**e omaetachi wakari wa shinai daro Chousha* e kurikaetterundayo Ko* ga hitotsugai daiji nan daro? Hito wa heiki de kizutsukeru kuse ni na Sou yatte hera hera waratteru ga ii sa Kakuu no gizen ni shigamitsuitero Nani mo kaigetsu suru wa zu nande nai Ima no omaetachi ga ii *tameshi darou ka Mitsukaranai Mitsukaranai The black machination noiz surrounds me With the dirty people by now Hatred, Resentment and Despair s** the chaos reality and meaningless until blood dies Cannot disturb Dare mo sukutte wa kurenai Aa shinmi tsubusareru Kunou ni oboreta Jibun wo korosh**ai Ore wo sagesunde iro yo Shin i ga mieru ka? Douze tsumetai musen wo ore nagekakeru dake nan darou? Kutsuu donzokosa Jibun wo korosh**ai The rain cold is my tears The rain falls on all my scars What I am? Why cannot i get away from here? Look at the... Mitsukedasenai Abaikidasenai Oshiero ikiru imi wo Under the moon rain Under the moon rain I hate myself and want to... Under the moon rain Under the moon rain I hate myself and want to die ENGLISH: The black machination's noiz surrounds me with the dirty people by now Hatred, Resentment and Despair s** the chaos reality and meaningless until blood dies Cannot disturb No one will save me I'll be squashed Drowned in agony I want to k** myself Despise me Can you see the truth? All you're gonna do is just give me one of those sad looks, right? I'm at the bottom of the pain I want to k** myself The rain cold is my tears The rain falls on my all scars What I am? What cannot I get away from here? Look at the die You'll never understand You're just twisted inside out You think you're most important Even thugh you're fine with hurting other people Yeah, so just keep on laughing like always Keep holding on to your fake hypocrite self Nothing will settle it See, you're just a good example Can't find it Can't find it The rain cold is my tears The rain falls on my all scars What I am? What cannot I get away from here? Look at the die I can't find it I can't reveal it Tell me the reason to live Under the moon rain Under the moon rain I hate myself and want to die Under the moon rain Under the moon rain I hate myself and want to die