From the bottom of the barrel And I'm still here We all would like to think that we are more important than we are I am nothing It's not hard to understand I've known it all along since birth I've never had a sense of pride I've never had a shred of hope Believing in myself would be the d**h of my sincerity k** the lights Face to face with myself I know that I am nothing Face to face with myself I am nothing This isn't a cry for help This isn't reaching out I wonder what this life would be like without me This isn't even close to my suicide note