Relative Ash - 5:30 lyrics

You should have showed me A long long time ago Instead you kept it in your heart For those rough a** last sad a** days Meaning so much to a boy Oh he enjoyed those weekends Never lost his faith in you And never put you down f** no I feel shame As they're stitching up your stomach Will I ever gain the power Or the s**m to be a better man Plastic forehead melts makeup on my lips Oh daddy Now look at me I'm all grown up I'm so scared to be alone Crazy people point their fingers Ha ha I hate the smell of funeral homes I'm doing alright for being a ba*tard It's ok he'll be back She said so sweetly and so mad He's going out to catch a disease Grandma grips her rosary beads Surprises me with hot fudge and Some late night channel 9 The Wizard of Oz was on she helps to keep me occupied I feel shame As they're stitching up your stomach Will I ever gain the power or the s**m to be a better man Plastic forehead melts makeup on my lips Oh daddy Ah you left me so fragile Hollow and so yellow Dig you up and say I'm a man today Sometimes I've forgotten How you smiled while rotting in your d**hbed Why daddy let me cry Why You woke me up You woke me up........5:30