Reks - Inner Demons lyrics

[Verse One] [Reks]: Peace of mind, tryna find, I done been through the B.S You see Reks, you see stress, I ain't lyin' But times spent gettin' bent, secrets I've tried to keep under wraps It always seep into Reks Yes to that I gotta say acts of crime I committed, ain't been comfortable with it Wifey find numbers, couldn't admit it, so I hid it Get over, been done with it, ain't been sober a minute Anger management, I need it, I be screamin' when it's cause for chill And even grills from the block cause chills Had to learn hand sk**s at an early age Tears I put upon page Papi went to the grave, thought I was headed next Mimic his ways, check From minimum wage so I would hit the malls Five finger discounted it all My dawgs told me I was ignorant and it's suppose to be the mirror's image We see the truth, but me? I'm too distance See for instance I can't get close to most who show love Gotta have control of, the operation Operation: Shut Down Friendship And I'm to blame when sh** go astray So they say So I stay Searchin' for an inside cure I'm still insecure Not to insult your sh**, but my sh** Built with an ego Here go, I go too far It's these demon's y'all [Scratch Chorus]: "Yeah, head crack head crack" - Brand Nubian 'Slow Down' "It's f**ed up when your mind playin' tricks on ya" - Geto Boys 'Mind Playin Tricks On Me' "Yeah, head crack head crack" "At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down" - Method Man 'Perfect World' "Yeah, head crack head crack" "It's f**ed up when your mind playin' tricks on ya" "Yeah, head crack head crack" "At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down" [Verse Two] [Why-D]: I was dropped on this earth in the blistering cold And I stopped being a kid when I was six years old Developing suicidal tendencies With a mind full of painful childhood memories No pops to my crib, I was left on my own A lonely child with barely flesh on my bones I fell in love with alcohol at an early age And gettin' high and skippin' school was an early phase I still struggle to this day to keep my self afloat I just woke up from a heavy night of alcohol I lose control when I start drinkin' Cause when I start drinkin', that's when I stop thinkin' Suppressed emotions combines with aggression That part of me is a sign of depression I got a blackout from three o'clock til about five And how the f** did I get this black eye? This alcohol got the best of me Cause every time I'm drunk it's like I'm switchin' up identity I fell down some stairs and I think one of my ribs broke And every time I'm drunk I always feel the urge to ***** **** I gotta get a grip man, I gotta stay sober And fix up my life before it's over So if I did you wrong, take it how you want it I got demons deep inside that has yet to be confronted [Scratch Chorus]: "Yeah, head crack head crack" "It's f**ed up when your mind playin' tricks on ya" "Yeah, head crack head crack" "At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down" "Yeah, head crack head crack" "It's f**ed up when your mind playin' tricks on ya" "Yeah, head crack head crack" "At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down"