This is an apology to myself For all the stupid things that I Still do to myself sometimes I give me hell I stop and wonder why Why do I keep on believing in Things without rhyme or reason Cause it's habbit forming And not good for me It's just a collection Another addiction So, I'm giving up almost everything Cause I know enough to know I'm changing I'm looking for a new direction I need a place where I'm ok with self reflection I'm looking for a new direction Cause every time i turn around I can't believe it But everything's still the same