Rehab - Amends lyrics

Well I'm sorry and I apologize for any pain I may have caused you and I made you my enemy but now I need you as my friend and I've been wrong for so long not to ask for your forgiveness and if you don't accept, I'll understand but I need to make amends but I need to make amends It's hard for me to say this but I've been going through some changes and I'm really not quite sure where to begin I've been kissing devils and fighting angels putting the rest of you in danger and blaming you for the turmoil beneath my skin and my twisted versions of the truth are a weak man's attempt to look better than you can't believe your pain never gave you a grin and I've wanted to k** a thousand times but I think I just thought that I wouldn't survive but I found happiness ain't something you win Well I'm sorry and I apologize for any pain I may have caused you and I made you my enemy but now I need you as my friend and I've been wrong for so long not to ask for your forgiveness and if you don't accept, I'll understand but I need to make amends but I need to make amends Well I've lied to you so many times with a mad desire to control your mind searching for things that no one finds and I've k**ed your time and stole you blind I've taught you things you don't need to learn so I can cut in line and take your turn I've filled your head with snakes and worms on my search for a bridge to burn I wanna live with no uncertainty but that man in the mirror's been hurtin' me and I've come to you 'cause there's nowhere else to go Well I'm sorry and I apologize for any pain I may have caused you and I made you my enemy but now I need you as my friend and I've been wrong for so long not to ask for your forgiveness and if you don't accept, I'll understand but I need to make amends but I need to make amends If you see me sad, don't pity it I've been a god damn idiot My life, my fault, my actions make me break and I can't even see it, so be it that's what I think when everybody's gonna blame the world I blame my mom and dad and put it in a song I'm weak, so I act strong I'm short, so I talk long and layin' in the hospital I think, have I been wrong? all along I'm 29, still playin' "look at me" what am I, three? self-esteem on E can't you see I've been often neglegent almost never benevolent I think I'm intellegent but mostly irrelevant 'cause I ain't changed one bit even though I quit who cares if I'm sober if I'm still gonna steal sh** I had to be broken down another apocalypse to see what I had missed and just come and tell you this my pride, gotta s** it up my gut, gotta tuck it up so here goes, dawg I love you I f**ked it up Well I'm sorry and I apologize for any pain I may have caused you and I made you my enemy but now I need you as my friend and I've been wrong for so long not to ask for your forgiveness and if you don't accept, I'll understand but I need to make amends but I need to make amends Well I'm sorry and I apologize for any pain I may have caused you and I made you my enemy but now I need you as my friend and I've been wrong for so long not to ask for your forgiveness and if you don't accept, I'll understand but I need to make amends but I need to make amends