Reh Dogg - Saddened lyrics

(Intro) As I stand here besides myself I wonder why I'm sitting here besides myself First it was Kellee and now it's Michelle At least I'm here on the earth oh well I feel a lot of pain inside, but I have my dignity and pride At least I have my chosen son JT, cause you know I will always love he (Verse) My life is so confused I played the game and I lose The life that I live is the one that I choose Oops here it comes yet another tragedy I miss my chosen son Jose Torres you see I sit in this room feeling sad and lonely No matter what I do bad luck surround me But hold on let me tell the story I had two best friends Raymond and Andy I thought they were done but they really hate me Break into my home they use to have the house key That made me angry so I called the police But hold on here's another story, Rob and Michael Knight really out to get Me But worse of all foster mother hurt me, turn her back on me that's all Right with me What goes around comes back lady, I always knew in my heart you was shady But anyway here's another story, I use to have a girlfriend by the name of Kellee Said I was too good for her and then she dumped me, Sherry-Ann cheated with The boy called Lean Sometimes I sit and I wonder why me, I'm all by myself I'm so sad and Lonely Excuse me and let me tell my story, life is so confused I played the game And I lose But hold on let me tell the story, I use to have a girl by the name of Kellee But anyway here's another tragedy, I miss my chosen son Jose Torres you see I sit in this room feeling sad and lonely, no matter what I do children Surround me