Reggie Bonds - Stream Of Consciousness Pt. I lyrics

(Verse 1) I gave my life on my first disc! My fight and its worst hits! The pain that I had lived No I can't reverse sh**! This last year! Has been quite similar to my past then lost a lot of my n***as! At 17 lost my dad! Moms was on the pipe! I'm writing like every night! But they don't care about struggle! They glorify all the lights! They glorify selling dope! Like n***as want to be in it! The hand that we was dealt! These n***as only pretending! Proceeding! I gave my blood sweat! Plus believed it! And I ain't compromising my compositions for demons! This road been long enough! The fight been strong and tuff! I gotta show em now! Everybody think you the one! Flashback! When I was in a shelter they laughed at! Mommy prostituting! My daddy smoking that gla** hat! I'm hiding my inner feelings! He hit her I want to k** him! My uncle got shot like 12 times how they didn't k** him! Im spilling this sh**! I just really hope they feeling this sh**! I'm taking trips with my feelings and hit! Went to Atlanta for the A3C! But couldn't enjoy it! Cause all my n***as hustle or seeking form of employment! Mama still broke as sh**! And I'm just looking to rap! The city don't understand I don't do it for stats! But I shoot to k** em all! Its 50 inside this choppa! I got up on that stage I did my sh** I ain't lying! How I make it here! After that Sway was waiting there! Talk to him! Told me he felt the pain I was placing there! Heart racing! All I could think give me that shot n***a! Bring me on yo show I need it more then a lot n***a! Had to calm my thoughts down! Take it for what it really was! Intake the knowledge I'm formulating a master buzz! Calculating constant precision mixed with decisions! Decisive! I just hope what I'm writing fit the description! Messiah! A God with this sh** I can't hide it! I'm really from the streets I witness all of the crying! Ain't taking my shot ni**a! I came from a lot ni**a! They saying that I'm the one just don't compare me to Pac n***a! I'm not him! I just give truth in all these phrases! Fresh just lost his mom so he going through some phases! How ironic that's the name of tape! Just know we next! And to see my n***as shine! I give my life fu*k respect from these wack n***as! Did a song with Mick Jenkins DJ Booth they premiered it hope my lyrics insyncing! Cause I been focus! I use to think they should of been noticed! Been k**ing verses everything I wrote has been potent! I'm the best! Next thing to do is f**ing sign a check! n***as in my city be hating ain't no time for that! WORK n***a! All I can say is f**ing work n***a! Truth is in the art! Can see the sun through the hurt n***a! I deserve it! Sound of d**h n***a I den heard it! Daddy on the pavement life gone! My heart is burning! Seen the struggle! Put that vision in my f**ing hustle Regal pa** the beat I'm going off for a triple double! Dj Booth sent me the message I accepted! They want a freestyle I got to give what they expecting! Get this WORK hereee! Got to compete with who was first here! Kendrick paralyzed em but I'm pulling in a hearse here! Honored mentions! I want mention! Ain't got enough time! Should I come hard and k** em with it only punchlines! I can do it! But got to give a dose of daily usage! Cooperate tryna k** off our culture we just watch em do it! Say I'm conscious! I'm just writing down my life responses! Dj Booth thanks for the chance for me to clear my mind! Frantic features forming a function feelings floating facing Falcons fighting to fully fumble my focus! Pitch is slurred drinking to hide the pain I been feeling! My mama need it! Need me show these n***as I mean it! I mean it i really mean it the raft has come no Katrina! I'm charging em word to visa but give it free cause it needed! Needless to say that these tryna take what I earned! Will shun you from out yo spot but want sit and wait for they turned! That's f**ed up! But I just coach myself ain't need no help! The oppositions play positions! But I will write to nothing's left! My mother's health only thing I care about! I need to separate myself to stand out! AW fu*kKK IT!!