Reflections (rock) - Shadow Self lyrics

I know I'm a failure in your f**ing eyes But it doesn't matter to me cause you're f**ing blind My entire life has been a waste of time Falling for the same tricks in a different disguise This is my shadow self Ever since i can remember you look out for yourself I must be dreaming Because for once it seems I'm seeing clearly Did you think that you could just leave me here to die I don't know what i did to deserve this You don't even treat me like a f**ing person I have no heart I have no f**ing heart Everything i touch always falls apart Why fight for something that's not meant to be I'm done being treated like the dirt underneath your feet Fill my eyes and cut my throat so i can't breathe I'm so sick of the tangled web we weave I'd give anything to rid me of these memories THIS IS MY SHADOW SELF!