Reflections (rock) - Amulet lyrics

If i could die tonight I wouldn't think twice I would take the step Right over the edge Eternally I have wondered why As all of the days go by I'm always the one who's left behind I'm always the one who gets left behind! I can see you forgot about me I'm nothing more than a memory The ghost of half the man i used to be We fell apart in perfect symmetry We fell apart in perfect symmetry Am I nothing More than a figment of my own imagination Never ending Thought left circling in contemplation A wandering soul without any destination Am..I..Despair? I've developed infatuations Intertwined by hallucinations They have become my only inspiration I realize life's foundation Has become manipulation No one..really...cares! A moment i have waited for With such anticipation Ill exhale my last breath With no sense of hesitation My aura has lost all of its illumination If you wish to vanish Follow my demonstration I can show you how to disappear I can show you how to disappear I am nothing More than a figment of my own imagination Never ending Thought left circling in contemplation A wandering soul without any destination I am despair I am nothing I am despair