god know i don't even trust myself being able to do something else insecurity lock me at my nest ya know i cant even pass this test back again to the life what am i suppose to do in my life i'm affraid enough to do something right even though i know i can do it right in my mind, in my heart, in my head the world is so bad i'm afraid to go ahead oh because i have oh insecurity oh anxiety oh ........ oh im dead