Redhooknoodles - Realize lyrics

[Verse I] Never have been that kid Never was the one with friends Never held a grudge but with this pen I've released many of my demons From within They been eating At me Telling me you wanna be That guy or waste ya time in line Waiting for another to rise Ive lied awake at night I've lied said I'm alright I'd die for this Plot twist, this sh** Music that's it Feed this Breath it Use it induce this Not new to this Never confuse this sh** Use it don't abuse this sh** Caught up in my conscience With non sense, that vents through my music I'm ill, I'm sick Got used to it Aim for 40 blow right past it Live wit no regrets, Can't imagine The image that I am fathoming Causes cross reactions In my mind Joey James vs Lewi's ill mind Need to remind Myself What's in mind My health Hell ain't got much time That's why I grind Outshine These other artists Bullsh** aside I'll die If I Don't put in lines My problems regardless I've lost my mind Taken hostage to the rhymes My times In due time But I serve that sentence Like I said that sh** in a past tense [Hook] I realize I realize That life gets hard With real eyes with real eyes Can see under scars I realize I realize Night terrors terrorize But what lies beneath the eye A real guy a real guy