Redefine - Boy Monkey lyrics

It strikes me like a fool Open end up- show the white It's something i created Something i created with threats of freindship And it feels like im drowning And it feels like im floundering for the air But you looked like a creature I buried in my garden The candle burns away As you turned to the same The guy you always hated A guy we've always hated With freinds deserting What?You didn't think i'd speak my mind