Red Wanting Blue - Probably Nothing lyrics

It's not a relationship It's an arrangement It's not what you said It's how you said it Shame on me Shame on me for opening up with my eyes shut Here I go again another lesson My means to an end is now exhausted Shame on you It's my fault too For never addressing this question And I know This is not what I wanna hear Yeah, I know That we want what we fear But I'm saying it now Saying it now What I never said before It'd bring my knees to the floor But I'm saying it now I'm saying it now What you never hear out of my mouth I'm saying it I find myself reading horoscopes Looking for some kind of hope So I don't wanna hear why you can't stay here And I'll never regret making this statement 'Cause I know This is not what you wanna hear Yeah, I know That we want what we fear to say But I'm saying it now Saying it now What I never said before It'd bring my knees to the floor But I'm saying it now I'm saying it now What you never hear out of my mouth I'm saying it now The real thing We are the real thing We got the real thing And it might be nothing It's probably nothing Might mean nothing to you But it means everything Everything Everything to me Oh, everything The real thing It's everything And it might mean nothing It's probably nothing Might mean nothing to you But I'm saying it now