Red Wanting Blue - In the La**o lyrics

Well I have regret and bad ideas Along with my goals and all my dreams of things around my head Yes I am the center of my everything And I am reminded of how life Such a maze of upside down escapade As I wave to the future that pays its way Hold me up like a hurricane And I have my very own mountain range of mistakes in the brain A headache today And a trigger for all that pain come tomorrow And I have some dreams that might seem strange Better up on the inside They're to mellow the pain Like an a asprin for the sorrow But it seems no matter how many times Opportunity knocks or drops a line I find myself with the enemy Unavoidably detained A day late Everyday Well I have Neglected all my fears along with my family and careers for my goals Am I an a**hole Yes I am And I live in denial about how people aren't what they seem in life's masquerade As I smile to the faces that change their shape Yep, like a hurricane And I have my very own carousel of heartache I'dl ike to sell But these days... Buyers are only looking to borrow And I have some visions 100% freshly squeezed, deranged Ready to microwave into action for tomorrow But it seems no matter how many times Opportunity knocks or drops a line Well I find myself with the enemy Unavoidably detained So it seems whenever lady luck's on my side Fate throws me a reason without a rhyme And I find myself standing here again Unavoidably detained And it seems no matter how many times Opportunity knocks or drops a line I find myself with the enemy Unavoidable lady Yeah, you Kiss me tender Future surrender You're soul to me tonight Cause I am mostly coasting While overdosing on anxiety from your vibe And I am breaking you down as you crumble And I am breaking you down, come on crumble And I am taking you down b**h Fall to the ground And I'm ready to take your crown Oh, not again So it seems no matter how many times Opportunity knocks or drops a line I find myself with the enemy Unavoidably So it seems whenever lady luck's on my side Fate throws me a reason without a rhyme I find myself standing here again Unavoidably detained, detained Let me go, let me go, let me go, let me go Wanna catch that wave Gonna catch that wave