Red Letter Day - Wake Up To The Dream lyrics

It's a bitter pill that I find hard to swallow. I'm heading down a path not so sure I want to follow. Suddenly it seems this dream is realistic, But how can I follow through if my heart's just not in it? Screaming at the top of my voice, And if I had the choice I'd never want to go back. Screaming at the top of my lungs, It used to be for fun and now I want it all back. It's a dream that I could never give the chance. With a little effort who knows where we would land. Regretting all the things in my life I've never tried, And this is one that I just can't cast aside. Wake up where am I now, It seems so close but it's still so far. Wake up where am I now, I lost it all and I don't know how.