Rebecca Lynn Howard - Forgive lyrics

I always said that'd be it That I wouldn't stick around If it ever came to this And here I am So confused How am I supposed to leave? When I can't even move In the time it would have took to say Honey I'm home how was your day? You dropped a bomb right where we live And just expect me to forgive Well that's a mighty big word for such a small man, And I'm not sure I can Cause I don't even know now who I am It's too soon for me to say forgive.. I should ask but I won't Was it love or just her touch Cause I don't think I wanna know So get you some things And get out (get out, get out) Don't call me for a day or two So I can sort this out Well you might as well've ripped the life Right out of me Right here tonight And through the fallin tears you said Can you ever just forgive? Well, thats a mighty big word for such a small man And I'm not sure I can Cause I don't even know now who I am It's too soon for me to say forgive..