Reality - Endless Sorrows lyrics

[Verse 1: -Reality] Chorus *What's good today, may not be good tomorrow Floating down this river of endless sorrows Living up to the name like no tomorrow Floating down this river of endless sorrows.* Mom I know all you wanted to do was smoke your meth in peace But now you're dead. Lay your head to rest. Rest In Peace These Methamphetamines must have so special recipe Because I feel the devil next to me tighten and Squeeze These frightening dreams Continue at night when the lightning screams Mom why are we fighting? We're supposed to be a team You survive the night only to sleep during the Light so you can go out and try to fiend How much pain will you bring? You would think that someone would change As soon as it was plain to see that they were Destroying every good thing that you were arranging But no That was the strange thing, she didn't care for love But she made it apparent for a parent that she wasn't scared of d** We didn't know what to be aware of Me and my brothers and sisters Every time we hugged and kissed her And every time you shrugged your shoulders When we asked about a cut or blister "Whats that on your lip mom?" It's another bruise cause Keith just hit her *What's good today, may not be good tomorrow Floating down this river of endless sorrows Living up to the name like no tomorrow Floating down this river of endless sorrows.* I know it was hard though Scraping bar codes off of drinks and food While Keith's throwing pizzas at the ceiling Because of his mood Screaming "kids your moms on meth" In my Grandmas living room And with little breath my mom says She's calling the cops soon Meanwhile Im with my siblings In my grandmas room Holding a broken broom up to the door But that was a month before Keith was screaming in the kitchen That he was gonna beat the living sh** out of My grandma and called her a who*e Oh the uproar, it tore me apart But this isn't where my story starts of course not This is only where I formed the art to tie my Heart into a horse knot Your part is to imagine My grandma kicking my mom Off the porch into rocks Then her taking the caps off of our car So that me and the kids were forced to watch I was like eleven and all I could do was scream Rain was pouring down forming a stream on the ground And then I turned fourteen Thought I found the girl of my dreams but there was more to what it seemed Ive long since moved on but the pain still stings But I'm older now and I still have more to bring With every chord and string and every chorus I sing *What's good today, may not be good tomorrow Floating down this river of endless sorrows Living up to the name like no tomorrow Floating down this river of endless sorrows.*