Swallowing the feeling Counting cracks across the ceiling Never reached the depths of them before Finding flaws in every format I know but haven't shown that I could pick myself up of the floor I'll fill my gla** to take the edge off The choice is mine From the outside I seem fine On the inside I'm still sick The pills a temporary fix From the outside I seem fine Way to find my bottom with these empty orange bottles Never felt so paralyzed before (never felt this paralyzed) We were looking for some answers With the hang this broken lantern Growing ever closer to the floor I'll fill my gla** to take the edge off The choice is mine From the outside I seem fine On the inside I'm still sick The pills a temporary fix From the outside I seem fine Why do I? why do I? feel so damn cold Why am I? why am I? still so old Why should I? why should I? get up or get out Why should I? From the outside I seem fine On the inside I'm still sick The pills a temporary fix From the outside I seem fine I seem fine On the inside I'm still sick The pills a temporary fix From the outside