Razor Boomarang - The Universe lyrics

The Universe (prod. Razor Boomarang) [Verse] -Last year I found out the universe works mentally -and that we're all one but stay divided by symmetry -that made me flash back to when nobody would sit with me -that's when I figured out what kind of power you've given me -now I channel my energy through a higher being -higher power higher learning and now that's higher seeing -cuz I've been flying high above what you're tired of seeing -tryna be the best Me for no kinda reason -I'm sick and tired of these back stabbers and fake friends -I'm sick and tired of these naysayers with fake grins -I'm sick and tired of these people that say they'ed die for these people but they just lie and they be gone before the day ends -I guess I'll never understand why I'm so understanding -and how I always have to be the one that takes the damage -I just wanna find someone to take my place and vanish -and show me how to do it right it's getting hard to manage -now I can see the world for what it is and I'm not amused -I'm not confused my third eye gives me a different view -it's helps me find the brighter side and how to pick and choose -and how to never let them in cuz that can block your muse -thank god I don't look like what I've been through -I went through what I've been through -just to break loose and inspire an influence towards a good use -sorry to my friends and fam I ain't been seeing lately -I'm tryna chase these dreams but the closer I get these demons chase me -now I can never tell if I'm awake or not -life is a nightmare and I can't make it stop -guess the lucid dreaming really starts to take its toll when you start to loose control and you can't tell what's fake or not -like what is love? does it even exist -they always let me walk away like I won't even be missed -and what is trust? you won't even commit -an eidetic memory is a curse and I'll never forget