I wake to a wasteland I try to understand Hates me everyone Satan's got a gun I'm skinned by my own thoughts Raped by every god Left with everything Feeling so lonely I feel so alone I'm haunted every time I f**ing close my eyes I feel the evil force Eat at my rotten corpse I break down in dismay Crumble and decay Worst of this monstrosity Is that this is f**ing reality Wake me up or I'll lose my mind This nightmare's draining me inside Terrified to close my eyes This nightmare makes me wanna die When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? I wake in boiling sweat Dream will I forget Actions I do regret Erase then smear with sh** I flee from nothing there Possessed by if I care Attempt to run away Manage to burn and pray I fall in endless pit And loving every bit Further that I go Escape this hell I know Smashed down on ten foot spikes Shoved deeper with her might I bleed cold in despair Yet she doesn't f**ing care Wake me up or I'll lose my mind This nightmare's draining me inside Terrified to close my eyes This nightmare makes me wanna die When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake?