Razed In Black - Why? lyrics

Love injection blank reflection I've live my life in misery False intentions pain addiction 10 years wasted out on me Still waiting Frustrating For my infliction to receive Still fading Still crumbling Deterioration will never cease Why? Why? Must I go on living Why? Why? Must I endure the pain I'm in Free will to do what I want I don't remember wanting this Pain pills - I take what I want Who cares - I no longer believe Still crying Denying This mutha f**a's controlling Still trying Still searching For meaning, f**ing impossible to find