Rasputina - Meant To Be Dutch lyrics

Oh I can wish For duller mind For more glamour Or quiet time For higher heels Or flattened hips But the nasty truth Is at my lips I will not let it out today It's no one's business anyway I'll do some petty work instead Let it fester in my hand I'll do some petty work instead Let it fester in my hand Do some petty work instead Let it fester in my hand What bothers me? Disatisfies? Why the silent when my dark side cries? If I'm so smart, What reason then Do I deceive my knowledge when it eats at me and shows it's true? It's flat, it fits Me like a shoe .